Again....

LolZ.. found my twitter n blog at the same time. last update was 2009 n now 2011!! haha~ my blog so dead but who cares, i was only update my life so in case one day i lost my memories and forget who is him, hopefully this can help mi. =) sometime he really let mi feel like hum tan him! very naggy n problematic. Headache!! 又爱又恨。

No matter how much I done, will nv reach his top. So so so tired~

La Rose 520

I'm gonna introduce a new cigarette. The cigarettes got a sport heart-shaped filters, pink packaging and are rose-flavored. It look so adorable and give ppl have the arge to try it. But after I got taste of it, I find it tasteless. It is so light that i keep wanted to light another stick. Usually I take 4 to 6 hours before I have the kick for another stick. But once I finish La rose cigarette, I keep getting the arge to light another stick cos of unsatisfied kick. But i gotta admit it is really so sweet and adorable. The cuteness factor of the product is obviously made to appeal to young girls. And so for me..

Read a article abt the cigarette reporting in Taiwan. It said, the cigarettes company obviously aimed at expanding the smoking population among women and the young. Haha~ And its true. I happen to know of this cigarette tru a magazine from taiwan. The moment i saw the advertisement, I was like, WOW!! the cigarette so cute and sweet and I wanted to try it so badly. And now, I got the taste of it and Finally, haha~ It actually nothing better. it just a normal cigarette. And I think my Fav viceroy is much better than that. haha~

My lousy handphone camera! blur~ry!!

While google-ing for La rose other packaging, I found this lucky strike cigarette package which I find it special and cool. It actually one of the collection from a Lithuania(Northern Europe) guy who goes around the world and collect different kind of cigarette. He went 149 country and had collect 12255 of cigarette. Amazing guy who have this king of hobby. haha~

lucky strike - Argentina

Viceroy - Argentina

Mild seven -Singapore

Salem -Japan

Camel -Italy

忘了一切

我已经-
忘了最后一次的吻
忘了最后一次的合照
忘了最后一次说爱我
忘了最后一次抱紧我
忘了什么是爱
也渐渐忘了~
你是谁。

MAD!!

我觉的我好像越来越辛苦。是我太累了吗，还是我早已放弃了？
我们一点都不配。 不管我这样近力， 我还是一个笨蛋。
能不能不爱了？
应为爱好痛。
痛的我不能呼吸。
我用笑容来把眼泪催眠
我在也追不上你的美
分开，我又骗了谁
好想擦掉你的脸 但擦不掉，痛却更明显
我脚步再快也不上你的嘴
你说你要的世界 在很远 我不了解
你说分手就分手 别把话说得太美
我飞不出你的世界
诫不掉你的安慰
为什么你拼命后退
退到了边界 结果我没了知觉 就连痛都嫌浪费
非弄得伤痕累累 累到我无力再追 最怕我突然要挽回
可是回到了原点
原点却又像终点
被爱情伤了又伤
受了伤却不投降
相信付出会有代价
然后多痛一遍
却无法把你忘了

God please bring me with u

Should I book for the taiwan trip on may? actually wanna book for the anniversary but i ask him he donwan. of cos nv tell him cos of anniversary. haiz.. but i badly wanna give him a surprise. will he feel happy if he not i book the trip or will he be angry cos i nv ask him? sometime i really hope the person beside me is not him.. I really really give up on this rs but i don bear to let it go.. please help me!! Why i paid for everything and i still need to scare of him? I'm really drained out!!

My fancy new toy

Recently just spent $1817 on a hp pavilion dv4 laptop. Damn ex but i just simply love it cos i spent my own money and bought it.